Forgive and forget

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I can merely say that I moved on from my previous heartaches and pains, I don’t care about him anymore. But last May 20, 2005, Friday, a very shocking thing happened. A man who does owned a very stoned heart and had a pride, which is higher than the sky learned to asked for forgiveness without forcing him. @ First, I don’t know what to do because I’m afraid to be hurt again. And that’s why other people are telling me that I’m a war freak person because I think it’s just my way of hiding my true self. In fact I’m afraid to be hurt again that’s why now I’m learning to fight the good fight (huh? Chuvah!!! Kalokah!!!). Well, as of now, I’m not that ease with him “naiilang” was the right term to be used. I don’t know how to face him now, and one thing I know, I’m still not considering him as a friend, and I think it’s the best thing to do, at least my heart was not full of hatred for him anymore.