Beautiful Inside and Out

I used to wanna live inside a fairytale. I wanted to be perfect and complete, but everytime I tried to figure out my life, I was always disappointed with the ending. But everything's different now, I am not ashamed anymore. Lately, it's so amazing what You're doing to me, rearranging me from the inside out. Only You can take away all my superficial ways, You have shown me what BEAUTY'S about, from the INSIDE OUT!!!

Monday, February 20, 2006

YOU ARE NOT ALONE

Have you ever felt all alone? It is an awful feeling and it is a lie. The last part is what is really important. In Psalm 9:10, we see what God is like and what effect He has upon our lives. God has never forsaken a person who sought Him. what a thought! It just never happens! He has never walked away form a person who is seeking Him. This allows us to trust in Him. this is the foundation of our relationship with Him. he is such a wonderful God. He will never walk out on us. He will never turn His back on us. He will never get so upset with us that He would say, "Bahala na!" and then walk away. we can trust God. This thought is so difficult for us to understand in this age of disposable relationships but it is a reality. God will never walk away form you no matter what you do, say, feel or don't do, don't say or don't feel. this is the greatest security we can ever have. you can trust God. You can open your Heart to God. You can be who you really are whith God. this does not mean He approves of everything or that He will not work to change us. it does mean that He accepts us as we are and sticks with us no matter what. How do I say this strong enough? God will never walk away from you and leave you on your own.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Reach out to Him today and Let him fulfull His desire to be gracious to you

Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; He rises to show you compassion. --Isa. 30:18

Have you ever wondered how God really wants to treat you? What are His desires in this relationship? God has a deep longing to be gracious to you. God wants to make you feel so important and so special. this is why in spite of His greatness He serves us, helps us, lifts us up when we fall, heals us, provides for us and, yes loves us. Now ther is a thought!!! The only problem with graciousness is that you can only experience it in a relationship. When you pull away yo never know what you miss.

Isa. 30:19 "How gracious He will be when you cry out for help"

Friday, February 03, 2006

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Monday, January 30, 2006

papaano ako lalayo

PAANO AKO LALAYO
gusto kong lumayo
papalayo mula sa'yo
ngunit ito ay siguradong malabo
sapagkat di ko alam kung papaano
ang dahilan ay hindi ko sigurado
basta gusto kong kumawala sa'yo
ang magbarkada ay ikaw at ako
ngunit di ko talaga alam kung paano
sa pamilya mo ay malapit ako
maging sa puso mo ay sobrang lapit ko
nakaraan at kasalukuyan mo ay batid ko
ngayon, sabihin mo, paglayo at paano

Saturday, January 21, 2006

WOAAH… What’s this??? A Script???

Every Thursday my class always starts at 7:30 am and will end up until 2:30 pm, and in connection with this, I also have a 1 ½ vacant hours during that day.
My three other classmates used to stay at Carina’s house during our vacant hours, to eat lunch, to watch TV, to sleep etc. But last Thursday, I tried not to come with them, and prefer to be alone at that time, because I wanted to grab that spare time to have time reading my bible. First, I planned to stay at the Chapel but when I was on my way, I saw my other classmates staying there, so I just considered looking for somewhere else to stay so none of my classmate will see me. I just don’t want to let them know that I will read my bible, not because I’m to shy, but I don’t want them to see me because, they might think I’m bragging the thought about it, it’s fine that they know that I’m a Christian, and I’m proud about it. I choose to stay at the Lagoon, because as I check the place, none of my classmates stay at that place.
As I read my bible, my classmate named “Eric” pass through me, and he did recognized me. He asked me of what I’m doing but I never had a chance to answer him because he already answered his own question. He asked me once again, “Is that a bible?” and I nodded, “You’re reading that?” and I nodded once again, and I’m thinking “what’s wrong with it?” but I never asked him that question, I just answered him with “Yes” and I smiled. Yet, he asked for my permission if he can sit beside me, of course I answered him with the appropriate answer, “yes, of course, why not?”
Eric is a part of a movement in our school, which is active in rally and such thing, but I’m not condemning him about that. As I read my bible, he also read his little book which I think about being an activist or the things and topics they are shouting when there is a rally on our school.
Few minutes later, my classmates whom I used to go with during vacant hours pass through us, and they recognized us. Uh-oh, I smell someone’s in trouble. The way they look at us, really does mean something. And Carina whispered “nice”, the other asked us, “is that a date?” I don’t know what to answer, I just simply answered “no” and Eric answered “yes, why?” in pathetic way, and after that, the four of them just leave us.
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When I got to our class, I explained to them that it was not what they’re thinking, it happened accidentally. Thank God, they believe, whooo.,..
Another weird thing happened on that day, Pastora Bheck asked me if I can help them in doing the youth booth in our church, and I told her, that I’ll try to come.
On my way to our church, there’s a car who bumped up to a truck, and the bus I’m riding was being blocked for 30 minutes, what an experience.
When I’ve got to COP, I thought we’re going to build the youth booth, but they give me something else, a SCRIPT for the Reality Segment in TGIF@COP. And they asked me to play the role of the protagonist, I’m shocked, I wanted to back-out but no one will do the part.
The taping ended up at already 10:05 pm, what an experience. Thank God, it’s done, and the segment looks good when they’ve showed it in the Friday night congregation.

Saturday, September 24, 2005

Chinatown or Cake

Since birth until 10 years of my age, we lived at chinatown where almost all of our neighbors are Chinese. We used to relate ourselves to their customs and traditions, where my Ate was the only playmate I have. The foods, yeah, maybe for others it's something unusual but for me, duh, it's common.

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Today, Ate Joahnne, Melvin, Bless and I went back to the place, Chinatown. They were looking for a place called "Estero" where we are suppose to eat our dinner. The name of the place seems familiar to me but not that quite sure. We almost scan the chinatown and asked some people where the Estero is util I realized where the Estero is. It is just at the backside of where our house is located many years ago. I really doesn 't have the idea that the place was called Estero. When I was young we used to passed there many times after going to Shopper's mart to have our grocery, cause in the same way it is a short-cut to our house. After eating, i asked them to stopped by in a bakery named "Salazar" to buy some pastries there. It reminded me of one of my favorite cakes which the only bakery which selling it is the said bakery.

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When i entered the bakery, that piece of cake was gone. but of course, I'm still looking forward to find it. In the corner of the store, haha, i did find it. I can't explain the joy i felt inside of me that time I can't hide it, I almost laugh when my hands touched that piece of cake. It seems like I was only Seven years old then.I never expect that this day will end with that kind of happy ending. Now I just realized that cherishing my childhood life is really that fun, because before I use to think that my childhood life is boring and not that adventurous like the others, but now I realized that each one of us have a different adventure when we're still young. We just need to appreciate those experiences and those memories. So what is the lesson for the day? it is not forever that you will be a child, cherish whatever you have and remember to make each day passed in your life a worthy one. I thanked God for making me realize how good, how worthy, and how happy my life is, of course through knowing HIm.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

my morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes??? (nu yun??? eh di muta.. hehehehe)

Philippines0110Philippines0101My morning is not that good, why??? because the train that i used to ride every morining is cancelled. Good thing is, I arrived at school just at the right time by riding a jeep. whooooh.....
My computer class is quite toxic too. My prof. discussed three chapters of Microsoft Publisher and after every chapter discussed, there is a quiz. By God's mercy all of my quizzes got a passing grade. Hehehe.
But that's not all, (if you call within five minutes.... joke!!), two great revelation about my classmate hitted me. is this a gossip??? of course not, I just need to share this, so if you can just advise me of what is the best thing to do about this.
First revelation, one of my kabarkada in school got TB vs Pneumonia, and my other two kabarkada was very alarmed that they might got one also, but then I told them that they don't need to be afraid, and just pray that God will protect them, and told them that as long as their

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immune system is well enough, it is not a problem. I know I need to pray for my sicked classmate, di ba? at that time, it seems like and it sounds like I'm that calm enough, but frankly, deep inside, I was also alarmed, hehehe, but of course, trust in God di ba? The thing is I need to be cautious about it also, as in if you see danger ahead of you, dock!!! That's biblical right?!

The second revelation is, my said kabarkada who is sicked has a relationship to a tomboy. Gosh.... uh-oh!!!! all of them is Christian except this girl, and my other kabarakda just told it to me that the tomboy is living in my kabarakada's house because she is boarding there, and that tomboy also has TB and it is because of their affair. I just don't know what to do, about this revelation. The bible tells us that "don't be equally yoke with the unbeliver", though i know that this girl and I are not that close enough, but it really bothers me... what do you think?