When it’s over, that is the time I fell in love again….
Hahahahaha well I’m back!!! Anyways the title of this post is not related to the real issue of my present life.
Well I believe that when God takes a person away from you, it is for your benefit also and surely He will replace someone who will be more helpful for you. In my case, it is true. He he he… That is why God gave Paula to me, but the point is, after several months, she will go to Hongkong and then, I will be left alone, but not lonely!
Honestly it did bother me, and of course it did came to a point where I questioned myself if why is it that people are meant to leave me. Well, that’s the time where I’ve been really being emotional again. But recently, I found out that even though Paula will go to Hongkong for a mean while, I will not be alone, because Paula did entrusted JayJay his younger brother to me, vice-versa.
Presently, I can feel the mild effects of what would happen if Paula would be in HongKong. I will really miss her company as well as JayJay will miss her company too, but I consider that I did find Paula’s comfort to JayJay when Paula is not around, the thing is, I just can’t hug Jayjay or kiss JayJay, of course, even though we both know that there is no malice there, issues and temptation is always present.My point here is, HE’S A GUY!!! It’s just quite a while when I’ve got over to _ _ _ (a seafish member). Well for me the relationship is not beneficial at the end, but good thing is, it’s over. Yeah, what is the connection? Frankly I’m afraid that my new relationship (JayJay and I) just like ( _ _ _ and I) will be put to an end with the same reason after all. I will admit that as of now, we already build a good foundation as an Older Sister and a Younger Brother relationship or at times we called ourselves pa-boyfriend and pa-girlfriend, but the truth is currently I am really scared of what would happen next. Will it be the same with _ _ _ ? I will definitely doesn’t want that painful ending to happen again.
Well I believe that when God takes a person away from you, it is for your benefit also and surely He will replace someone who will be more helpful for you. In my case, it is true. He he he… That is why God gave Paula to me, but the point is, after several months, she will go to Hongkong and then, I will be left alone, but not lonely!
Honestly it did bother me, and of course it did came to a point where I questioned myself if why is it that people are meant to leave me. Well, that’s the time where I’ve been really being emotional again. But recently, I found out that even though Paula will go to Hongkong for a mean while, I will not be alone, because Paula did entrusted JayJay his younger brother to me, vice-versa.
Presently, I can feel the mild effects of what would happen if Paula would be in HongKong. I will really miss her company as well as JayJay will miss her company too, but I consider that I did find Paula’s comfort to JayJay when Paula is not around, the thing is, I just can’t hug Jayjay or kiss JayJay, of course, even though we both know that there is no malice there, issues and temptation is always present.My point here is, HE’S A GUY!!! It’s just quite a while when I’ve got over to _ _ _ (a seafish member). Well for me the relationship is not beneficial at the end, but good thing is, it’s over. Yeah, what is the connection? Frankly I’m afraid that my new relationship (JayJay and I) just like ( _ _ _ and I) will be put to an end with the same reason after all. I will admit that as of now, we already build a good foundation as an Older Sister and a Younger Brother relationship or at times we called ourselves pa-boyfriend and pa-girlfriend, but the truth is currently I am really scared of what would happen next. Will it be the same with _ _ _ ? I will definitely doesn’t want that painful ending to happen again.
posted by bha @ 9:28 PM
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