Date in Carriedo...

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Until now, I still doesn’t want to believe what Paula’s achievements are for now. But that’s not my point in this post. Last Sunday, May 28, 2005, Paula messaged me to go home together, as what we’re usually doing. But, I told her it’s early, and asked her, if she’s really sure if she really wanted to go home in spite of the truth that it's early. And she asked me too, if I still want to go somewhere else, then we realize, that we need to spend the time that’s left, that she is still not busy, then we agreed that we will go to our place and spend time making chikkas and maybe to use the internet, for her to check her friendster account also.
When the jeep we’re riding pass through Carriedo, we saw a tiny stall which was selling some pictures of koreanovela’s stars, such as Jessie and Justine of Full House, Martin of Lovers in Paris etc., then we decided to just make some window shopping and not to go to our place anymore. Yeah we spent the time with each other in Carriedo, and then we pass through a store, which is selling Cell Phone’s Casings… Then we look for a casing, which looks like the original casings our cell phones have, and then we’ve seen what we’re looking for and buy some for our cell phones. We bought the same kind of casing so that our cell phones will match, as we are. Hehehe.. it’s funny to have a beshy like Paula.. I just don’t know what will happen to us, when the formal internship has begun. But as of now, we’re cherishing the time left that we can still laugh, and have that time where we can be together.. for sure I will miss this girl, that really helped me to moved on and to face life with courage.

KAMAY-KAINAN

A lady’s debut was at the age of 18, and a gentleman’s debut was at the age of 21, but Paula is different. In her 21st birthday, she celebrated as if it is her debut. We ate at kamay-kainan, in West, Quezon City. It is a buffet-type of restaurant, eat all you can. I really have a great time eating and eating and eating, haaahahaha.. it was really fun-fun-fun. Salud’s family except for Joshua, Casis family, Ichan, Em, Jojo, Joma, Via, Mama Pau, and I were present. We ate and we laughed with all the non-sense things we used to laugh and it is really fun-fun-fun!!!

Celebration and Bravo Team Audition Day

Hmm... I think my final days in Celebration Team had begun... Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako kinakabahan nung day na iyon... I know hindi ako kasama sa mga magaaudition ng time na yun, pero ewan ko ba, baliw na nga ata ako at para akong auditionist na kinakabahan, tapos hindi lang pala ako ang nagiisang ganun, si Yshie din... siguro nakikisymphatize lang kami sa mga auditionists. hehehe... well sunday then, nang lumabas ang mga bagong Celebration Team members... C Janelle, Owie, Yshie, Lyra, Via, Misha, JM, Gio, Mark, Jan and Wendell... yun yung vocals, sa band naman, c mick at mykl... hay naku nakakatuwa naman... hmmm... I'm so excited na marinig ang tunog ng bagong Celebration Team... Hehehe God Bless na lang sa kanila. And sana medyo kaunti naman ang away na mangyari sa group kasi di naman naiiwasan yun eh, syempre hindi lang yung tunog nila ang aayusin nila kundi pati ang character at attitudes ng bawat isa... syempre sa isang team hindi nawawala yun, tampuhan, samaan ng loob and everything. Syempre naman napagdaanan ko na yan. But for sur gagamitin sila ni God in great things, in changing lives of other people, tiyak yun... And dapat laging maayos ang heart nila dahil panigurado at hindi naiiwasan na mas madami silang kahaharaping issues lalo na at nasa team sila at lalo na mas malaki ang exposures nila dahil sila ang nakikita sa platform, hay naku basta ang laking change ang kakaharapin nila... basta one thing I learned, HAVE A STRONG FAITH, AND REALLY PUT YOUR TRUST TO GOD!!! Talagang hindi mo kakayanin ang pressures pero kapag nasa presence, nothing compares... Kapag nagtiwala ka sa sarili mo, hindi ka uubra pero kapag nagtiwala ka kay God at ibigay mo ang lahat sa kanya, magtataka ka na lang kung bakit nagagawa mo ang mga bagay na hindi mo aakalaing magagawa mo... CERTIFIED... babaguhin ka ni God kapag nasa team ka... Yes, aaminin ko IT REALLY PAYS TO SERVE GOD, pero kapag naramdaman mo yung happiness nang pagseserve kay God??? hay naku parang ayaw mo ng tumigil...
But, for my level, I think full-time ministry sa pagsali ng team ay hanggang dun na lang...
and for those who has the heart in joining the team ministry, GO GO GO!!!
IT's really amazing how God will change your life and for sure, He has a great plan for you...

Forgive and forget

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I can merely say that I moved on from my previous heartaches and pains, I don’t care about him anymore. But last May 20, 2005, Friday, a very shocking thing happened. A man who does owned a very stoned heart and had a pride, which is higher than the sky learned to asked for forgiveness without forcing him. @ First, I don’t know what to do because I’m afraid to be hurt again. And that’s why other people are telling me that I’m a war freak person because I think it’s just my way of hiding my true self. In fact I’m afraid to be hurt again that’s why now I’m learning to fight the good fight (huh? Chuvah!!! Kalokah!!!). Well, as of now, I’m not that ease with him “naiilang” was the right term to be used. I don’t know how to face him now, and one thing I know, I’m still not considering him as a friend, and I think it’s the best thing to do, at least my heart was not full of hatred for him anymore.

Youth Summer Camp 2005

RAVEN RESORT, Bataan
I’m really excited at this said occasion, because I know it’s really fun-fun-fun, well I prove that I was right, but I think all youth camp in COP is really fun-fun-fun.
Well @ first the groupings, I belong to the group of Myrtle, where my leader was Isaiah Sanchez, which is a first-timer, good thing his assistant leader is Coy Natividad which, let me say, a veteran in joining camps (hehehe). Our group was not that high-profiled unlike the other groups, but I really enjoyed our group. My group mates were, Mick, Mykl, Lenon, Faith, Ana and Ate Amie, and also the said leaders. We usually make threats of our leader that all of us will backslide if he will not stop standing again and again when we are eating. I even don’t know why is it that our leader is keep on fixing things when we are eating, but I think he is just that conscious enough to check if the group is ok. In Tagalog “mabusisi”. He always make sure that the group was ok and been taken cared of even before himself. Well, I just wonder if he himself is thinking about his own comfort? Hmm… no question about that, but I salute him because he handled our group well and we survive, even though he is a first timer. We usually merged with the group of Carub, which is leaded by Ron-Ron Chua. I also salute this guy because just like Isaiah, he is a first timer but also a leader, and he handled his group well.
The controversial ROOM 17. Our room was above the Room 16, and I can say it is a Hotel Type. We have two rooms, a kitchen, a sala set and a CR. We are actually less than 20 in the said room and we only have one dilemma, the CR!!! Because we’re so many. My sister and I occupied one of the regular beds, and not in the mattress and in the other side, the other bed were occupied by Ate Jhoanne and Apple… Lovely, Darlene, Maybelle and Josie were also there and we also have a great time with each other, especially all the scandals, and everything, the story of the stolen deodorants and towels. It is certified fun-fun-fun.
All in all I can say that the camp is “SUPER LUWAG” because of more free time than the other youth camp held before and most of all, the RULE #7 was not that strictly implemented, for me... Well to those who don’t know the Rule #7, better join the camp. But in spite of it, I will boldly say with a standing ovation it is really fun-fun-fun.