Chinatown or Cake

Since birth until 10 years of my age, we lived at chinatown where almost all of our neighbors are Chinese. We used to relate ourselves to their customs and traditions, where my Ate was the only playmate I have. The foods, yeah, maybe for others it's something unusual but for me, duh, it's common.

Today, Ate Joahnne, Melvin, Bless and I went back to the place, Chinatown. They were looking for a place called "Estero" where we are suppose to eat our dinner. The name of the place seems familiar to me but not that quite sure. We almost scan the chinatown and asked some people where the Estero is util I realized where the Estero is. It is just at the backside of where our house is located many years ago. I really doesn 't have the idea that the place was called Estero. When I was young we used to passed there many times after going to Shopper's mart to have our grocery, cause in the same way it is a short-cut to our house. After eating, i asked them to stopped by in a bakery named "Salazar" to buy some pastries there. It reminded me of one of my favorite cakes which the only bakery which selling it is the said bakery.

When i entered the bakery, that piece of cake was gone. but of course, I'm still looking forward to find it. In the corner of the store, haha, i did find it. I can't explain the joy i felt inside of me that time I can't hide it, I almost laugh when my hands touched that piece of cake. It seems like I was only Seven years old then.I never expect that this day will end with that kind of happy ending. Now I just realized that cherishing my childhood life is really that fun, because before I use to think that my childhood life is boring and not that adventurous like the others, but now I realized that each one of us have a different adventure when we're still young. We just need to appreciate those experiences and those memories. So what is the lesson for the day? it is not forever that you will be a child, cherish whatever you have and remember to make each day passed in your life a worthy one. I thanked God for making me realize how good, how worthy, and how happy my life is, of course through knowing HIm.

my morning starts to shine with teardrops in my eyes??? (nu yun??? eh di muta.. hehehehe)

My morning is not that good, why??? because the train that i used to ride every morining is cancelled. Good thing is, I arrived at school just at the right time by riding a jeep. whooooh.....
My computer class is quite toxic too. My prof. discussed three chapters of Microsoft Publisher and after every chapter discussed, there is a quiz. By God's mercy all of my quizzes got a passing grade. Hehehe.
But that's not all, (if you call within five minutes.... joke!!), two great revelation about my classmate hitted me. is this a gossip??? of course not, I just need to share this, so if you can just advise me of what is the best thing to do about this.
First revelation, one of my kabarkada in school got TB vs Pneumonia, and my other two kabarkada was very alarmed that they might got one also, but then I told them that they don't need to be afraid, and just pray that God will protect them, and told them that as long as their

immune system is well enough, it is not a problem. I know I need to pray for my sicked classmate, di ba? at that time, it seems like and it sounds like I'm that calm enough, but frankly, deep inside, I was also alarmed, hehehe, but of course, trust in God di ba? The thing is I need to be cautious about it also, as in if you see danger ahead of you, dock!!! That's biblical right?!

The second revelation is, my said kabarkada who is sicked has a relationship to a tomboy. Gosh.... uh-oh!!!! all of them is Christian except this girl, and my other kabarakda just told it to me that the tomboy is living in my kabarakada's house because she is boarding there, and that tomboy also has TB and it is because of their affair. I just don't know what to do, about this revelation. The bible tells us that "don't be equally yoke with the unbeliver", though i know that this girl and I are not that close enough, but it really bothers me... what do you think?

Confiscated ID...

Today my ID was been confiscated. I think you're probably wondring why. hehehe, I know it's my fault but good thing was I am not alone. Many of my classmate's ID was also confiscated with one common reason. that is because, we're not wearing our college uniform.
PUP
is a university which doesn't have u niform, and if in case thre is, it's by college. Our class as a fourth year can be branded of, by being "pasaway", no one of our Professors are requiring us to wear the said attire so what's the use of wearing one, that is the class philosophy. If ever you wear one, you will look like a stranger in the classroom because all are wearing civilian clothes.
We know that it is also because of our hard head that's why they confiscated our ID but this experience just reminded me of my past high school experience where the confiscation of ID is a threat. Hahaha! Well what is the lesson??? Wear your Uniform???? hahahaha.... :D

When it’s over, that is the time I fell in love again….

Hahahahaha well I’m back!!! Anyways the title of this post is not related to the real issue of my present life.
Well I believe that when God takes a person away from you, it is for your benefit also and surely He will replace someone who will be more helpful for you. In my case, it is true. He he he… That is why God gave Paula to me, but the point is, after several months, she will go to Hongkong and then, I will be left alone, but not lonely!
Honestly it did bother me, and of course it did came to a point where I questioned myself if why is it that people are meant to leave me. Well, that’s the time where I’ve been really being emotional again. But recently, I found out that even though Paula will go to Hongkong for a mean while, I will not be alone, because Paula did entrusted JayJay his younger brother to me, vice-versa.

Presently, I can feel the mild effects of what would happen if Paula would be in HongKong. I will really miss her company as well as JayJay will miss her company too, but I consider that I did find Paula’s comfort to JayJay when Paula is not around, the thing is, I just can’t hug Jayjay or kiss JayJay, of course, even though we both know that there is no malice there, issues and temptation is always present.My point here is, HE’S A GUY!!! It’s just quite a while when I’ve got over to _ _ _ (a seafish member). Well for me the relationship is not beneficial at the end, but good thing is, it’s over. Yeah, what is the connection? Frankly I’m afraid that my new relationship (JayJay and I) just like ( _ _ _ and I) will be put to an end with the same reason after all. I will admit that as of now, we already build a good foundation as an Older Sister and a Younger Brother relationship or at times we called ourselves pa-boyfriend and pa-girlfriend, but the truth is currently I am really scared of what would happen next. Will it be the same with _ _ _ ? I will definitely doesn’t want that painful ending to happen again.